Since not be willing to part with or use abandons, it is good that then I take care of him all one’s life. Flower child should be happiness, bin finds a transnational corporation to have so good prospect. Dan Yingzi however spirit is very ambiguous. One day, I say for fun with her, you after all how, you cannot find the job to have nothing to do with, bin raises you.

The children very well. Gradually, I found my life’s requirements are very low, as long as he does not divorce, as long as he was on a monthly basis to the home, as long as he can on the surface, and I looked to maintain a kind of harmonious family, would be sufficient.
Indeed, the outsider, this beautiful life. 1, breast 

That, even without this woman, or there will be another woman appears. I would not believe Jin Bu Huan prodigal son story, and its spots, lust and fickleness that is the nature of this man. Pan Yue’s face at me timidly, thinking I would lose my temper, I waved to him. He said: "You know, this woman has done for
My pregnancy, abortion … … I can not quite pull off in any case to get rid of her … … you give me the time … …" "Well, if we divorce, do you have enough time to soothe her injured body and mind. "I came back he said. "I do not want to you, could not bear his son
… …" Pan Yue looked at me piteously.
In fact, I do not want a divorce, I was casual Bale. Although I have long Pan more desperate, he does not love me, and I gradually put on him in the heart, transferred to the child. But I do not want my children without a father, not to mention, Pan Yue of

A cardinal of the woman, that can last as long as all tolerance. Until one day I saw him and his exwife’s MSN chat history. In fact, said nothing inside, just let me know he loves not me, is his exwife. The reason they divorced because he would have had love affairs of the problems, followed by his women, always
To be dragged down very tired, like I am doing. The reason he married me, but insisted his exwife a divorce under the premise of last resort. There are signs that I am just his wife, or children’s mother, can not become lovers, but not intimate. Are all men really love only once, later, no more. See the chat when
I was a little sad, but it has a little numb. This time I did not and he was noisy, because I know he will not divorce, I know he will not love me. But I did not tell him what I read chats.
Therefore, the discovery of the woman to contact him and when I did not surprised. I know

Only such a small child, this is my second marriage, if we do not know how to cherish, for fear of my life is not good married. Pan Yue since been derailed after I found out, changed the behavior of past morning to evening. Could see that he attached great importance to our marriage. But I could not have had
The feeling, I do not even want him touch my look. Pan Yue to see me so, do not force me, but every day Peizhexiaolian said, and I give him another chance, he would cherish me.
I know he will not easily divorce, because that was near the fourth decade to his men, divorce, much too long, and we already have
A child. I have not looked for the woman, after all, status, and she is not my opponent. She is the more to fill the lonely Pan tool, even if there really love, no love to a certain extent to divorce. Are women, women why bother difficult woman. I am very calm and deal with it all, pretending he was

You are pregnant. I just physically lonely … … you believe me … … I love you a man … …" I am fiercely out of his hand, feeling all good dirty. Even if I knew, a woman pregnant is a man derailed the peak, but never imagined it would happen to me, but also such a highsounding reason.
Pan Yue
And again to grab my hand, was I ducked. I have to think about the circumstances surrounding this incident. That night, I sleep. Pan Yue and his son have a good sleep Hong, surprisingly did not cry son, nice to sleep in the marital bed beside the bed. If you divorce, just one month of a child, how can I
Bear him no father.
The next day, had no shortage of milk, and rely on powdered milk son live. Grandma cooked every day with no flavor of the fish soup to me, said I was not because of malnutrition before the milk, she knew where his son’s behavior. After a night of hard choices, I decided not to divorce, after all,

Pan more absentminded, thoughtful look, even if the middle of the night with me, son, when powdered milk is the same.
Because no other signs, also lived at home with her mother, I do not care. Months until his son filled with wine that day, it opened the truth. He looked up her child to friends and family, separated from body
Of the phone fell next to the table. Phone suddenly sounded, received a text message. And all the lame TV series in the same speech, I readily took a look. I
 
 admit that I was deliberate, but I could not help myself. Phone number without a name, message content is: her child was born, my child did not, I will not
Let you … … Even an idiot would understand the meaning of this statement is valid and, bang my head, but still like to make a smile. After all, this is under a large crowd, if I get angry, ashamed of not just his alone.
Because I never turned over his cell phone, so he has nothing to prepare me. I

Can see them send text messages, vaguely know from whom this message. Women feel that sharp, like most of the sense of smell hounds. Text messaging, said she had seen a certain period and I walk with Pan Yue, said she was anxious to kill me jealous, but even told , a woman does so, always pale and appeared in
My neighborhood, I could feel her watching me, follow me, but always can not find her line of sight, like the sky tend to fly off the mark just a glimpse. She is to her.
Go home at night, I decided to Pan Yue showdown. May be because in the industry, I have been trained to have good mental qualities. When
I calmly describe the woman’s appearance, and to clean breast of things I guess when I saw Pan Yue’s face changed. The kind of panicstricken look, I have never seen before. I asked him how to explain this matter to me. He nervously took my hand and
 
said: "The wife, listen to me, not who you think of it like that,

Not harm the child angry. The Pan Yue is still the same, not only do not do housework, but also began to entertain the ground do not want to go home early, and this time we were married less than a year.
Although he is 5 years old than me, but at home as the child is still immature, a lot
Of things I need to worry about. When I dragged the body 7 months pregnant with household chores, he was still in front of the computer to chat. Because of pregnancy, I had to slee
 
p quiet and began playing intoxicated to, Pan Yue as an excuse to split a room to sleep. Sometimes the middle of the night wake up,
Pillow empty, would be a desolate heart.
In fact, I have realized something was wrong child, but feel that they are oversensitive and may be the reason of pregnancy, excessive hormonal, emotional, only abnormal. In this way, nine months of pregnancy, I gave birth to a boy. The old folks laughedalso dedicated. But the whole month of rest, I always see

Wife would find what looks like, will come to see me; she said, some men did not seem quite satisfactory. I take pride in the inferiority asked her: "Since you know him then, why, and he married? Why should divorce him?"
She slightly informal feel depressed that, because the understanding of the separation, and love such a man too hard.
 
 
This episode
Does not affect me and the theme of Pan Yue to be married. Pan Yue explained why he was so late in a divorce when he was, because the United States too far back his exwife once was not easy. But I really feel pity for them, Langcainvmao a pair of children, if not the man I love, perhaps, what
They can bring together.
Thus, in addition to impressive drizzle wedding day, I do not remember my wedding day details. Because the old has become bigger and have eventually ended in his compromise, but I think mentally and physically exhausted. More than four months pregnant when the child has will be moved. I try to control their emotions, hope it will